PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime person.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need hasbeen met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Feeling of my heart, Voice in my head...

Sometimes I didn't realize or understand...the more you love the person, the more you hurt and harm the person you love. I couldn't really understand until a good friend explain and reminded me. She said "If you want her to be happy, let her go...Let her live the life that she wanted. If you want her to be happy, just let go what you are holding on." I've been thinking...All these while, are my intention or my action towards you, wrong? Are my way of loving and caring you wrong? Create pressure to you? Pressure till everytime you see me you would have the feeling of don't know what to do with me...Feeling disturb? or Having the feeling of hate?

My way of loving people might not be wrong but to you it is. Wanted to treat the best I can but...the more I'm good to you, the more I hurting you eventhough I didn't aspect anything in return. I'm indirectly creating pressure to you. I understand that now.

I don't want this to happen. I wanted to leave a good impression, a nice and memorable impression in your heart. I love you, want you to be happy and have a new start more than anything in the world. Not feeling pressure and guilty when think of me or see me.

I will still love you...but only silently...wheather can our relationship be develope, I'm not regret of what I've done...only regret on what I couldn't do for you.

If friends around ask, "Have you fall in love or been a relationship before?" I would say, "Yes I have. I've been deeply in love with this beautifull angel princess. Although she didn't love, haven't or may not have a start with me, but she has gave me the most happiest and sweestest moment and it's the most precious for me."

I Love You Always.....

The Real Me?

Some may say they knew me, some may say they are close to me.
Most of them who know me, I am a happy go luck person, always taking care of other people, loyal and nice to chat with...sometimes I think, am I a good person?
Am I good enough for anyone to be with? Most of the time I think no...But lucky enough I'm good enough to my parents...

I may be happily smilling to the people around but do they know the truth behind these smilling faces? Do they know the real me?
What I did before? How I felt?
Do they understand me? Do they know what I want in life?

I may say, some of them really do...but very few...very few indeed....

Feeling better?

Do you feel better after chatting?
I wonder...
Really hope you do...Sometimes know a person feeling is one thing...to know it from the particular person itself, is the most important thing. You are the most important person in my life besides my family and the best moment that happend to me. Your words means everything to me.
Here is 2 songs dedicated to you....

You'll Shine Again
I know that you've been watching over me
You're up so high the brightest in the sky
You know that every night I pray my soul for you
Tomorrow won't be as blue

Girl I hope you can understand
That the song will always shine again
(That my love for you will never end)
Now that you've found your way onto a better day

You'll shine again x 2
Give you strength and love to fight the days ahead
I see the light see the rainbow
See the beauty that's within you
You'll shine again
You are so beautiful

I know that you've been watching over me
You're up so high the brightest in the sky
You know that every night I pray my soul for you
Tomorrow won't be as blue

Girl I hope you can understand
That the song will always shine again
(That my love for you will never end)
Now that you've found your way onto a better day

You'll shine again x 2
Give you strength and love to fight the days ahead
I see the light see the rainbow
See the life
I promise you'll be there
There's no reason to be scared

You'll shine again
You'll find your life
Find your reason
Everything will be alright
for tomorrow just begining of your life...

Never let you go
The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all I dreamed of now it seems so dark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing for me to do now
but to give in

If you gave me one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know, I'd never let you go
x2

The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance to share the sunset
our one last romance

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing for me to do now
but to give in

If you gave me one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know, I'd never let you go...
x2


The words that I've been praying every night before I sleep...
"My guardian angel, protect her from all harm. Grant her with
all the things that she wished for. Give her care and love whenever
she needs and who ever she in love with. Thank you..."

Love you always...my princess...

My feeling, My Moment

Been feeling quiet down and empty lately. Sometimes when I sit down alone, tears starts rolling down my cheek. Misses those days. Misses you alot. Misses those sms you send, eventhough just a simple good nite greetings. Wanted to gain back the fun time time we had, but don't know how. May be it's time for me to let go. Not because I want to but force to.

My feelings to you is truth and sincere. I love you very much and it'll always remain in my heart, eventhough its just a short time. I know you'll be happier with the person you love. Not the person you like. Not me. I would only be by your side.

Here I wish you have a person who can take care and love you better than I do. Sincere wish from my heart. I love you always.

What has remain?

What has remain between you and me.
A close friend, a relationship that hasn't been started or a relationship that will not start at all or just be a very normal friend who only just says 'Hi' or 'Bye'.

1 year and 4 months has passed. My heart still remain the same. Wishing, hoping, dreaming that 1 day you'll say 'I love you, let's try to be together and work out a relationship'...By then I'll be the happiest person on earth. But thinking it again, I know it's impossible...It's just a empty hope and dream.

Guess...I'll always remain to be the supporting actress or the one behind the scene...not the main actor...not a chance at all...