Today 21st April 2010

Today 21st April 2010

A lot of work. A lot of stress. Have to control and release stress. Stress will worsen my health.
Still counting the days. Don't know to aspect it sooner of later. Just live the fullest of everyday..
:-)

Its so difficult...

Today 17th April 2010

Why is life so difficult? So many restrictions. So many rules.
Tired. Can I still hold on to 6 months by myself?...

Will I heal in 6monts?

Today 16th April 2010.

Sometimes, not to know is better to know. Did a rough medical check up and got to know some shocking news. In the mind of doctors, its serious but in the mind of surrounding people, it's another illness. But to me I'm blank. I know I need to heal. For my family, my friends and the one I love. 6 months. My target. If not, I'll have to seek for more medication...