My Body...

At last body and mind broke down...but no worries heart still pumping strong, not giving up easily. Will stand to the battle till the last breath....

Philosophy...

"Half for one's own happiness, and half for the happiness of others."
-Doshin-

hmmm...mine seems like happiness of other, its own happiness...am I wrong???

A Song...

A song that I've not hear for a long time. When I listen back 3 days ago on radio, I just drive, wondering around.

She's always on my mind, from the time i wake up 'till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go
she's all i know

Though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger every day
and even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

chorus:
Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

my friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i'll know she's mine

so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

chorus

why i live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming
i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...

chorus

heaven knows

12th April 2007....

Time fly...2 years has passed. Still remember what I've written in 12th April 2006. Anticipating what will happen in 12th April 2007. Have I changed? What have I achieved? Did I improve or I'm getting worse? Things I monitor in me for the past 1 year...
Time to review myself...; )

Work wise...
Happy and tired. Have a, can be consider my own office. Nice enviroment. Business at the moment getting good. But I've targeted more. Greedy hahaha...Many more to come hahaha...

Personal wise...
1. Took up martial art which I'm proud off, Hopefully I could attend the World Gathering in 2009 at Jakarta. I'll definately will attend. (if I'm still around ;) )
2. Improve on communication skill coz sees too many clients at the same time. Handle alot of 'difficult' people around.
3. Getting good in balancing between working and resting.
4. Getting more patient (don't know if it good or bad).
5. Concerning more about my health.
6. More daring and advanturous. Hahaha...which is good.
7. Relationship..........feeling still the same. Maybe the way has changed. But definately the feeling is the same.

Overall, not too bad. There's a chinese saying 'to compare to the upper level people, I'm not good enough, but to compare to the unfortunate people, I am good... : )

Working...

24 hours non stop....how far more I could go?

These months...

Hhhmmm...been abandon my blog lately....hahaha...not that I stop writting but I choose to write down my stuff in a traditional way, paper and pen. Traditional way is still the best...hahaha..

Been super busy since after chinese new year. Working non stop. Day and nite. Sometimes wondering when can it stop...but once its stop, I will start worrying again. Better busy than sitting around doing nothing I guess hahaha....

Nothing much besides working all the time and learning martial art. : ) The 1 thing I always looking forward to, martial art class. A place where I am force to have full concentration. If not seniors and 'si fu' will break my arms and legs. Although I have bruises after every class, but it was fun. A sport that I wanted to learn 20 years ago. :)

Well, its not to late to learn as long as you'll have the heart. Age does not matter, the most important is are you dare or willing to start from bottom. :)